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the ascent

 i'm a mountain climber though i have only reached one summit i remember ever step, every agonizing frigid breeze the rush that filled me as earth as i knew it got smaller i remember getting to the peak and the bliss that filled me  i saw the whole world from up there and for a while i believed the molecules of water that make up my body had found their home at the top of the troposphere. as i descended the peak i remember feeling the sky pull away from me ive never forgotten about how i danced with the clouds and the wind, but i wonder if they have forgotten about me.  now i am back on the earth, even earth my limbs and my lungs tired and sore and somehow the earth i once saw as mountainous mine to conquer is flat
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thoughts on today

 today, i cried exactly once. i cried to my mom, on facetime, while she showed me my cat back home.  i miss him a lot! people don't talk about how hard it is to leave an elder cat across the country. of course, he is immortal so it's not like i'll never see him again but i miss that comfort. i'm sure my spike in emotion while on the phone with my mom also had to do with other topics besides missing my cat.  you know, like perhaps the events of november 5th. i woke up earlier than usual, because i think i sensed that something was wrong. i sensed that i would be waking up into a world with just a little less hope. a world just a little more exhausted by the constant and ever underlying prospect of a complete loss of rights, of complete environmental disaster.  i checked the electoral map, and of course my instinct was correct. i was silent, i silently reflected on my disappointment, my rage, my sadness. it wasn't that i was surprised. americans have done nothing to e...
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introducing me

 are blogs a dying art? probably. that's why this is a low stakes venture.  i have a lot of thoughts, and pairing this with an aversion to social media and a desire to release my thoughts into any sort of outlet... i have landed on a retro release. blogging! i am a freshman in college, at a small liberal arts college in pennsylvania. i'm into the humanities but beyond that, a little lost in terms of pathways.  what i have the most to say about:  - queerness - love - movies - politics (sometimes) - the state of our world, culturally - the earth - human nature -betterment of the self but i hope not to limit myself! because this blog will be exactly what it promises: miscellaneous musings.
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